I know it’s crazy. But I can make sure that this love comes again. I FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM. Haha…

I just watched a movie, A Letter for Juliet. That movie, give me a lesson. Don’t let your love go before you loose it.

It’s fair enough. I know I do really love him. This feeling, fall in love for a quite long time with him. Never say it. Just keep it inside. We are together, we play together. We making joke. So damp beautiful although little bit hurt. I enjoy every second I can see his face. Enjoy my heart beat when he did something awesome. Enjoy every time when I get surprise cause suddenly look at him with his different style. Everything. I love his melody. I like the way he play the guitar. I love watching him from the back and saw his “wide” back. Haha… It’s adorable.

You know, I just don’t want to break our togetherness now. I want everything is ok. Let me keep this feeling and I will tell him before we go, go for a long time and maybe we will not meet again. Or maybe we will meet but he has already met his love. I will see him with his success. He will wear a wonderful tuxedo and he will look so awesome. And is it possible if I will fall in love with him again?

 I’m ok. I will be ok. Moreover, I don’t know is there a guy who will fall in love with me? Since today, for many times I had special relationship with some boys, none of them could receive me what I am. None of them knew exactly what I want. Because none of them are really loved me. They just liked me, not more than that feeling. Even, some of them just wanted to take some advantages through my relationship with them

Maybe they know that I am fool in love. You know, I just want to love someone deeply. I just want to give my best to them. But, how cruel they are! “Creatures” called boys, I hate them. I want to meet truly man who loves me what I am. I don’t want sacrifice my whole life just for spending my time with those kinds of creatures. I don’t want. My life is too valuable. One day, I am sure, God will send me a good man who loves me what I am, and he will know what I want. Hope it will be comes true. ^_^

Ok, I think I start to be a dreamer. I think I need to close this writing. Haha... 

I know there will be a true love.