I know finally that kind of foolish game which is called "Truth or Dare" will give me a very bad impact. Who makes that kind of stupid game? Oh yeah, I was very fool because I did it. :'(

Who knows that Chungkring would ask me about my love? It was so embarrassing. How could I tell all of the people in the forum if he is in front of me and include in that forum? That's not a proper time. I want to keep this secret until I have graduation!

Oke, finally I made a deal with them. I told them, but only for the girls. It just a trick because I don't want make a confession in front of them. I'm not ready enough.

Everything changed after my confession. I feel not really good when I met Panda. Not only Panda, but also all of girls in that forum. But special for Panda, because she has a story with him. Although I have this feeling before her, but she told me first. She has her right to love him, so does I. I don't want to broke our friendship with make a confession that I love him too. Well, maybe she will think that I am a betrayer. I don't mean it! This feeling just come to me since I was in Alien 3. I can't blame it.

I don't know how I should behave in front of them. I always shy and look, they always see me when I have a conversation or interaction with him now. Everything feels so strange. It's not usual. I don't like it and I do really feel uncomfort  with this kind of situation. I feel that everyone watching over all of my gesture. I want free!!!

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