Proud of me! Got it!

It’s funny! I just did unpredictable thing. I reject him. You know, he text me and I ignore him. Wonderful! How could I do that? Of course I can if I want. He doesn’t mean anything for me. He is not anyone special. He just a special boy friend and I love him. He is not my husband, so I am not in a relationship with him. That’s right. I can reject him every time I want. I should not count of him! Haha… got it!

How is his feeling? So.. so… maybe. Or he doesn’t care? I think he did it to anyone in hornbill. I don’t want too easy feeling special for him. No one knows about his feeling to me. I don’t want an empty hope. I don’t want too high expectation and being high dreamer to him. Cause it will be so hurt if it never be true. What do you think?

Oh My God. Do you think I’m using logic now? Wow, logic girl. Do not easy get special feeling to the man. It is accepted!!! Be an expensive girl, but don’t too expensive or nor man want getting closer with you.

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